April 6, 1977 Poetry by Michael F. Nyiri


Monologue

Okay, so you're all out there and everytime
I shout you just pretend I'm not
really here.
I do need all of you
I know I'm cynical all the time
That's because I really knew you'd
Be like this anyway.
I'm proud I'm alive
You're proud you're alive too.
You just don't admit it.
Hell, I never gave a damn for
What was "proper"
I know that because of this
I've always been considered
peculiar.
Well, that's life.
I really don't care about that.
But I do care about people.
I'm interested.
I can talk about me for three hours
And really say nothing.
Why don't we all talk to each other.
I know it's not just me.
And I know it sounds like
I'm talking about faults.
We sure do think about faults a lot.
Well, it's nobody's fault.
And yet, we do control our destiny
We can be ambitious
Or placid
We can be happy
Or Sad
The only thing we don't control
Is interaction
And that's because we don't try -
When my mind and my presence
Sense another human being
I want to get to know them.
I really do.
Even if I'm different.
Yes, I'm proud of everything
I ever did.
If I weren't I wouldn't have 
Done it.
Just because we all come from 
different worlds doesn't mean 
we can't know each other.

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Whether a person really knows
Something
Or is bullshitting
Is one thing - 
But sometimes
What we know
Can be of 
Value 
To every one else.

Are you listening?
I do need all of you.

1977

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