Feb. 10, 1973 3:00 a.m. Poetry by Michael F. Nyiri


"For Emma"

I wish I could tell you
How much you mean to me now.
I wish I could say that I loved you
Your eyes tell me all I want to know,
As you refuse me.
I wish I were closer with you.
I wish I could say comforting phrases.

What am I but a poet?
And what are words but poetry?
Sometimes I believe the poetry in you
Was meant for me.
But I assume too much,
As usual.

I will not try to steal you
From yourself.
I will not try to impose
Myself upon you.
I will remain "just friends" 
For as long as youn like.

You see,
You can't hurt me,
So please don't feel bad.
I don't think I love you...
Anyway...
Yet...

I've been down so much lately,
I only want a way out,
And I'm sorry if I were "improper"
I need you as a friend
I want to be with you.
And I want to forget past relations.

I don't make sense
I know
I only know if I think anymore
about you.
I will fall in love
And I'm only sorry
I'll make you feel bad 
In the process.
1973

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