1971 Poetry by Michael F. Nyiri


"18 Today"

Brain is split
Towards happy and sad
And sometimes I just can't take it

Trying hard
Not to do what's bad
And sometimes I just can't make it

For eighteen years
I've been a son
Now I've got to
Get used to
Makin' it on my own.

For eighteen years
I've had somewhere to run
Now I've got to 
Be guided by
My mind and the sun.

Troubles and pains
Crowding in tight
And sometimes you just can't do it

People stare
And it don't seem right
And sometimes I think I blew it

For eighteen years
I've survived as a child
Now I'm not
I guess
And I'm scared

For eighteen years
I could rest for a while
Now my mind's 
Always active 
Cause I dared

And have succeeded in taking
That first step
Towards becoming
A man.

1971


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